My knight in shiny armor has saved me.. once again..

Being vexed about my bread-and-butter has been a weekly thing to me.. Every Sunday, I'll get that precious 50 bucks from my dad.. Then I'll "try" not to splurge it out at one shot.. The few months that I've been studying has been terrible.. I've to scrimp and save to make this $50 last throughout the week.

I hate this kind of lifestyle!!! And I'm sick of depending on them for that puny teeny wee bit of pocket money.. As always.. It's better that I earn my own.. I've been quite reluctant about this idea since I really wanna concentrate on my Degree.. Seems like it's impossible to bear anymore. No money for New Year clothes, no extra $$ for movies and entertainment from them.. This is HELL...

So today, I grabbed a copy of Classified and went for a couple of interviews. Well, one of the cafes are interested in hiring.. and asked me to start asap. Being desperate, I accepted. But my dear Jordan insist that I should put my concentration back on my studies since I'm just a few months away from graduation and even offer to help me out if the need arises.. It's true.. I don't wanna screw up as well.

Jordan's such a darling. He's always there to lend me a listening ear.. a shoulder to cry on and a helping hand for the damsel in distress.. He must be God's gift to me.. and I'm so blessed to have him by my side.. through ups and downs... He stood there as sturdy as a rock in our relationship and held me back whenever I tried to break-up. Dear Jordi.. This is what I should say to you.. what you once told me before..

"Within u i found myself
Without u i lost myself
Waiting to be found again..."

Tug-of-war: Saint vs Demon

Everyday, I'm inching nearer to my baptism.. I'm pretty certain about my faith in God.. However, my parents thinks that I'm too young to make up my mind on these things. They assumed it's a blind infatuation I'm having.

Actually, I'm torn between my faith and my parents. I want their blessing - wholeheartedly... But they are still using their old-time thinking that Christians are extreme.. Like as if I'll disown them when I embrace God. Sheesh...

On my part, I'm afraid I can't fulfill my duty as a good Catholic. I tend to do the things that aren't meant to be. I can only summarise it as the tug of war between God and Satan... It's happening in my mind all the time.. I can't be really good.. but i don't wanna be really bad.. haha.. It's so complex...

On a happier note, the pineapple tart cum bak kwa season is back with a vengence!! hehehe.. Chinese New Year!! Yum!!! I can't resist them and I've been popping pineapple tarts one after another... they are so good tat i'll have to say "Once u start, u can't stop.." hahaha.. Looking forward to CNY.. With bits of goodies, extras $$ and holidays..

Revamp!

Alright.. Managed to do something different from the boring "DEFAULT" template from blogger. Phew! Hard work indeed..

Ok.. More motivated to do updates.. Not as in 3 months once.. Got to start writing and stop the procrastination!!!

Idiot blogger.... RESURRECTED!

Ho ho... I've gave up on my Blog and now making a come-back.. Phew! Managed to kill my 10,000-word dissertation on time.. But grades wise.. better not think first..

Just celebrated Jordan's birthday yesterday.. Today's my bro's. Well.. reminding myself that i'll be a year older in a month's time.. Turning 22 is not cool. I'm starting to think i'm losing out on my youth. Sheesh.. I've been reading Blogs of people slightly younger than me.. They seem to be having so much more fun than me when I'm their age. I guess.. the lamest thought.. is to feel "younger" by working on my Blog again..

Seriously.. It's really degrading.. esp since I'm a Multimedia Design student! Golly!! Haha.. No probs with Flash or Photoshop.. But Blogging seems like something I've never learnt in school.

Confession of a lazy blogger

This is probably a bad time to write a blog. But yet again and again, I've been procrastinating. I'm a lazy lazy girl. I'm so lazy that I can't be bother to bring myself to make out with my boyfriend!.. haha.. (That's only suppose to be an expression.) :P

I have 2 bloody presentations next week! And I'm only half done with half and a quater done with the other one. I have never do so much bloody 3d in my whole bloody 3years in NYP but I think to myself, "must upgrade already lah.. degree student leh". So I was compeled!! It was tedious. I am such an idiot that I forgot how to apply texture and even to add keyframes!

You know what? I finally realised the potential in myself! I can be a Couch Potato, a Fat Ass Bitch, a Good-for-nothing and many more of that genre...Gee.. Am I a talent or what?.. Well, nonsense aside, I know what will lead to my downfall will be my Lum-Nua-Ness (translated as Slumpy-ness). All my life I seem to be slumping on the sofa (eyes glued to TV, prob E!entertainment - where you get the juicest gossips), travelling to LaLa land with my back on my bed or walking like the actresses in 2046. But still I like being Lum-Nua.. haha.. I wanna end the blog here ald. I don't wanna write anymore. Too lazy to type and think at the same time. Need to give my brain residing in my ass sometime to breath. Paiseh! haha