20 December 2006

Queen - It's A Hard Life

Well, it's an old sappy, emo song everyone can relate to once in a while...
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Queen - It's A Hard Life

Words and music by Freddie Mercury

I don't want my freedom
There's no reason for living with a broken heart

This is a tricky situation
I've only got myself to blame
It's just a simple fact of life
It can happen to anyone

You win - you lose
It's a chance you have to take with love
Oh yeah - I fell in love
And now you say it's over and I'm falling apart

It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another right from the start
When you're in love

I try and mend the broken pieces
I try to fight back the tears
They say it's just a state of mind
But it happens to everyone

How it hurts - deep inside
When your love has cut you down to size
Life is tough - on your own
Now I'm waiting for something to fall from the skies
And I'm waiting for love

Yes it's a hard life
Two lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another - right from the start
When you're in love

Yes it's a hard life
In a world that's filled with sorrow
There are people searching for love in ev'ry way
It's a long hard fight
But I'll always live for tomorrow
I'll look back on myself and say I did it for love
Yes I did it for love - for love - oh I did it for love

A Clown's Life

Cry as you might... You'll still hear the laughter, for He cannot differentiate your joy from your cries.

The life of a clown is full of mockeries. The show will be over in no time...

Rainy days and Mondays...

Last night I had a dream... I dreamt that I was led into a church by my partner (I don't know the identity though. The face was "blurred"), where my friends and family were gathered. Instead of joining the congregation, I was led to a room where a beautiful wedding gown sat in the middle of it and my partner turned to me and said, "Surprise?"

Surprised, indeed! I was jolted awake abruptly and got up, only to realise that I'm extremely late for work again. Half cursing myself for ignoring the alarm clocks and half curious to find out how the dream would actually end, I started another MONDAY.

I got to the office, switch on my computer, read my emails and continue the dreaded project I am on. Somehow, I wanted the dream to be intepretated so this is what I found out based on the keywords, "Walking into your own wedding"

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Walking

To dream that you are walking with ease, represents the way you are moving through life and progress toward your goals. Consider your destination.

To dream that you have difficulties walking, indicates that you are reluctant and hesitant in proceeding forward in some situation. You may also be trying to distance yourself from certain life experiences. The difficulty in walking is a reflection of your current situation and the obstacles that you are experiencing.

Wedding

To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. Dreams involving weddings are often negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.

To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again, represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood) that you are entering in your life.

To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met, is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance between your aggressive side and emotional side.

If you are getting married and have dreams of your pending wedding, then it highlights the stress of organizing a wedding. Conflicts over wedding details, tension with family and in-laws, fear of commitment, and loss of independence may all cause wedding anxiety dreams. Research has shown that up to 40% of brides and grooms have dreams about their ceremony and things going perfectly.


Wedding Dress

To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.

To see someone else wearing a wedding dress, suggests that you are feeling inferior or unworthy.
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How to interprete the dream? Making a guess... It's not exactly a good omen.

19 December 2006

This explains my emotion woes

MY MARS+VENUS MATCH
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Mars: aries
Venus: aries

You've got a fiery temper — but once it burns out, you're sweet again. You're impatient and impulsive, so your lovers must be quick, quick, quick with their minds, actions and affections.

Your Mars is in aries You're unbelievably forthright — independent, impulsive and prone to bursts of fury. Since you crave action, you don't always consider long-term issues when starting a relationship. Your partnerships are brief but incredibly passionate — you want who you want in the moment.

Your Venus is in aries You love attention — not just for your daring acts, but simply for who you are. You aren't possessive or jealous. However, you do insist on being the top priority in your mate's life, even if the relationship is brief. Independence, power and lust will always be important in your partnerships.
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HIS MARS+VENUS MATCH
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Mars: pisces
Venus: pisces

You're the Zen master of the zodiac — tough but mysterious. Nothing's too good for your lover, but think of yourself occasionally. It isn't selfish to take care of yourself.

Your Mars is in pisces Nothing is too good for your lover. You'll throw everything away for an unrequited love and never regret it. Passion is your strongest suit, but you do know when to back away from an ill fit. A true romantic, your every action is colored by emotion. An intellectual mate is your best chance for balance.

Your Venus is in pisces Unimpressed by the real world, you like magic and mystery in your life. You believe in soul mates, love at first sight and happily ever after. You've got an amazing depth of feeling, but often forget to guard your tender heart. Since you crave companionship, beware of becoming overly dependent on an uncaring mate.
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The predictions are pretty accurate. See the difference? Perhaps I'm really not worthy of his love.

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